I made Iceee creammm!!

WHOOHOO!!! I finally buckled down and did it!!!!! YEeehawwww!!! oh yeaa.. the best part is wat I made it with.. of all things to try when first making ice cream.... WHITE SQUASH!!!! it's freakin awsum!! tastes so good and was pretty easy.... and healthy low fat... ingredients... white squash (duhh!!), grade B maple syrup, honey, egg yolks, 1% milk, low fat evaporated milk, andddd yeaa spices... and yea.. that's basically it!!! and it's tastes awsum.. Like spiced apples!!! I didn't have a ice cream maker.. or a blender so it's a tad chunky.. Had to boil it down then mash it.. but a ice cream maker is on my wish list of things to soon get so when I do it'll taste wayy betterrr!!! But yess.. my next ones to make are a watermelon sorbet.. and a lemon/lime gelato... I'm happy yay!!! Well tonight my dad, Kerri and Jp are gonna be my guinny piggies!!! If they live and approve I shall make other odd variety combos... I'm liking thiss!!! yiipppiooo!

sobb!!!

i miss Europe.. like crazy!!!!!!! Definitely no words to discribe how much I do.. I miss the cheese, wine, bread, olives... markets.. and just the little things... the states is definitely not the same.. and I really am coming to being annoyed and overly frustrated with the states... urggg!!!!
yeaa miss it.. dreadfully

I have my maximo!!!!

I'm obsessed.. I'm sorry. he's such a cuttieeeee!!! I absolutely adore him.. even when he sounds like an abused baby cause I put him in the bathroom so he wouldn't poop and pee all over the place.... and even tho he kept me up all nightttt!!! I still love this little muncher!!!

EEEEKKKK!!

I'm sooo soo so damn freakin happyy!! I'm gettin a puppy tomorrowww!!! eeeekk.. it's the cutest little pomeranian pooch in the world.. a teacup.... I'm soo happy eeeekkk whoopp whoopp everyone meet the little man!!! Maximus Aurelius..

moving almost all done

YAY I moved into my new placee!! whoop whoop!! I'm a pretty happy little rabbit!!! kinna! not the rabbit part but pretty happy.. I'm not to overly joyed that as soon as I started movin all my stuff they told me I have to wait until they can shampoo the carpets... geee reallyyyy??? so now my bathroom and small kitchen are stuffed with a bunch of my belongings.. lucky me I didn't already start moving my matresses and drawers etc.. so yess.. I have to now wait until they find the time to come by and surprise visit my place... better not take long or I'll sue!!!! :D so anyways.. yes I'm pretty happy about that.. nice to have my own place.. very different and all.. still needing to buy living and dining room furniture and stuff for my kitchen.. I'm basically gonna be havin it pretty easy tryin to diet.. I have no pots or pans or knifes... anything a basic human needs.. so I've got the greatest bachlor pad... so yes I shall be on a diet of canned tuna and brocolli... skinny birthday girl here I come..
So yes.. I had to start moving the smaller stuff and some drawers and bathroom supplies and products into my new place... soo down two flights of stairs in my old place and up 3 flights of stairs in my new place.. my legs are soooo sore and absolutely painful.. I shall have the sexiest arse and legs evaaa!!! seriously the best way to get a work out in.. esp in Houston texas heat... was killer.. I'm seirously been craving water like crazy!!!!
oh other news my bday is in less than two weeks.. so happy.. so not happy bout being old.. yechie.. but oh well.. I'm still sumwat young... ger then most of the people and friends.. I'm the babayyy!!! yay!! it's all good :D

I"m alivveeeeee

kinna sorta.. my life is a complete roller coaster... I'm amazed that I am still around with how spacy i am... I fell down stairs the other day.. it was definitely a life changing experience..
I'd been goin through a kinna rough week... men are weird... that's for sure.. some.. they're complete mental cases.. anyhow that's a completely different topic one that I've stressed and angered and mulled over and still come to the same conclusion.. they're retards.. :D anyhowww... so yes stressing and totally spacing out.. i had just moved to a new apartment... which hasn't been working out to well.. guy issues.. so I was completely in my own world.. so one night i was cryin and wishin I was a kid again.. it was so easy not a care in the world.. yaddi yaddi.. etc etc... morning comes.. I'm standing about to go down the stairs when i realised I forgot my phone started to turn around and slid knees first down the stairs... yeaa.. brilliant.. had a nice carpet burn on my legs... definitely not in the bestest of moods... 2 hrs later... I'm again back to complaining and wishing I was a kid again... i suddenly reaslised... that's what happened all the time as a kid.. I was always clumsy and fallin all the time and scraping and brusing myself.. YAY!!! I'm a kid again.. yes completely retarded but hey it did the trick for me and I'm again a happy bumble bee.. I have weird ways of becoming happy but hey as long as it works.. then there's no harm.. so yess..
Anyhow.. so I'm moving into my own place.. for the first time.. its awsum and sucks.. i like the thot of setting things and havin things the way I want them.. it's exciting.. the thot of having to buy furniture and all that other crud is definitely not that fun and exciting.. ughhh... anyhow.. I'm still lookin on the bright side... next time I move I won't have to totally referbish everything all over again.... and I can keep this stuff for long ass time :D yay.. until my 101 relatives drop by and ruin it all.. hehehehe.. yay.. okay.. joy... happy.. uhhuihhh.. cheers... back to work i go!!

I miss..

cooking for a bunch of people... weird never thot I would.. but I do...
slapping people's hands when they pick on my food...
having bbq's and watching the boys playing soccer or other weird games they had invented
seeing his face when he's happy... totally made my day..
having someone to hang out with in the evenings....
having friends to laugh with and memories to share...
sneaking out of the house and going for long walk
having someone there when your depressed and need cheering up
looking forward to waking up and gettin a hug from someone
cooking and listening to andrea bocelli
having activity nights
movie nights with everyone and just having a good time..
appreciaion time...
coming home from a trip and being greeted by people that are genuinly happy to see you again
having him hug me...
knowing I wasn't alone in the world...
having the best friends in the world care about you
havin that person there to talk to when you are havin a horrible time... and they always go out of their way to help you...
late free nights where they'd come in when u were crying and totally make u forget and have a good time...
sleeping with you so u don't feel alone...
real friends!!!!!!!

I miss you guys!!!!!