Modeling...

K posted some pics of my modeling experience... quite the interesting day to say the least... shall post more later.. I'm to tired to do so right now....

Happenings..

I haven't posted much recently.. mainly because either I wasn't in the mod to write.. was to busy doin thing.. etc etc..
Me and mike just today finished doin our GED lessons.. I'm quite nervous that I might not have passed... and when I get the results and I didn't I think I shall cry.. oh joy!! Oh well.. hopefully I did well enough...
Since pretty much everyone in our home didn't have passports yesterday us teens went to get ours.. as well as Lilianas.. today the kids went and got theirs...
I'm gonna be book for modeling for the next 3 weeks.. or was it 4.. hmm I think 4.. oh well.. it's nothing real spectacular.. and people keep getting confused about what type.. it's where u just dress up and pose while people paint or draw you.. I'm right now being dressed in a Kimono.. which is awsumly kewl.. and lots of fun... except it's freaking hot inside of it.. and I have to put up the aircon.. which then freezes everyone else.. but it's pretty kewl... though sitting in one spot with the exceptionally few breaks.. it's quite tiring.. and boring.. and after praying and quoting verses till u run out.. you try and think about anything you can to make time pass quicker.. on the whole it's pretty kewl.. though some of those people make me look at myself in a very ugly light... They'll be going on (to anyone they happen to model mind u.. not just me) how beautiful you are... all the different things you do that's so cute.. the smile, the jealousy over how skinny you might be (They're all older aged woman) and how they wish they could wear your size clothes.. it's all amusing.. and u just grin and bear it all... hehe.. it's great...
Time has flown by so fast.. it's weird to think that Thanksgiving is just 2 weeks away.. and christmas.. is.. well a month.. or so away.. carazy.. just seemed like christmas was likee... a month or so ago... oh well.. so much has happened.. good bad ugly laughable.. all that.. anyhow..

pics

just thought I'd post some of these that I took yesterday.. I put more of them on Livi's Pics link..
her face is adorable


Some weird faces

Here is what goes on behind the scenes of making this kids look at us and laugh.. hard work hehe

A Dance with My Angel

I dreamt I danced with an angel
He had meant the world to me.
He told me he loved me, and he cared for me.
We danced around the ball room with such ease
His smile the light for me to see.
He had meant the world to me.
He was so strong and wise I felt no fear inside.
wide circles, around and around we'll go
nothin now to stop us, nothin to hold me back
I'm with my angel and he's everything to me.
He wipes the tears on my cheeks.
Tears of joy of havin him near
He had meant the world to me.
The music fades and he kisses my hand.
and tells me I have to return home.
My fears soar, I can't go on.
His smile reasures me.
His arms wrap around me.
"We'll dance again," He promised to me.
"And when we do, it will last forever.
Just you and me."
I smile through my tears and close my eyes.
The cold rustles my clothes, I'm back home.
The street's empty, the house quiet.
I'll dance again with my angel,
He means the world to me.

There's no place like a bed

sure gettin up at 6:30 am to a baby that had been screaming for perhaps 10 minutes isn't the best.. but hey it's liveable... but when it's been crying for so long and it's now past the stage of "shove a pacy in my mouth and I'll fall back to sleep", next is having to pick him up and walk around the still sleeping house.. while he lets his annoyance be known of what he thinks of me dragging my feet and no where near awake enough to even think about entertaining .
It's bad enough that I finally passed out at a horrible hour thanks to my head feeling like it was about ready to burst.. my nose takin on a slight pinkish tone, mouth looking like a little girls who just finished playing with grannys bright red lipstick (burning sensation included), and now to top it off, it feels like around 5 pds of weight has been cozily and uncomfortaly lodged itself in my stomach... so in all.. I'm definately not the brightest, happiest, and entertaining babysitter. But oh well.. hey what can I say sides, don't get sick.
Mommy is gettin a knee operation.. so I'll be with the munch all morning.. hopefully it'll be better then yesterday... took both babies on a walk Kaden in the stroller, and Liliana strapped to my chest.. just hope that people who saw me didn't think they were both my babies... haha.. nooo not any time soon thanks :D
These tykes are gettin soo big.. Kaden has pretty much mastered sitting up on his own.. besides when you start making him all excited.. then he goes all stiff and falls back.. Liliana is almost there... but is still a little wobbly.. he has also been trying to eat food a lot more.. and whenever in the kitchen and he sees someone eating he'll start throwing fits until he gets something to eat as well.. he's such a taurus hehe...
I'll definately miss these guys.. okay well enough blabbering.. I posted a couple pics of them.. enjoy, pray for me, and be good people ;) mua

change...

I was tired of the background... so I changed it.. (no duh) :D.. whatcha all think??
.. and cause I think this pic is halarious.. I'm posting it.. ur a awsum freak Sam.. snicker!

Dress up party

There are a couple more.. but it's not letting me load them right now.. so i'll put more up later...