12 days left

and yet.. it doesn't feel like Christmas... been playing Christmas music, going out, decorations... a tree... lights, tooling, everything.. and yet it still doesn't... yeaa... after 20 yrs of being with your family for Christmas.. it's not the same when they're gone.. even last year.. it didn't really feel much like it... I miss my family and houstonion friends... weird gettin used to it.. but I love my home and all the new people I've met... the lessons I've learned.. they've all been great.. still.. I MISS MY FAMILY!! hehee... Hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas season... great fun.. lots of eggnog (thatt'ss what I wanttt!!) and great christmas outreach

finished product

and here it is people... the bellaa!! shall post more pics when I can

I GOT IT PIERCED

Finally.. I pierced my belly button.. I just did it and my cam is out of batteries.. so no pics right now.. but I DID IT!! I SOO HAPPY!! Hurt like the dickens... but I lived... now I have a grumbly tummy.. as if before it wasn't grumbling enough haha.. shall post pics soon ;)

I love my home

We're such an odd bunch of pple but we really do awsum like here... great fun times...
I have the one thing I hate in my hair... mayo... I had dry hair so oh stick mayo.. now i stink like mayo and all the guys enjoy rubbing it in how awful I look and smell.. such sweet turds... I convinced one to give me a hug... he hates mayo as much as I do and freaked when they told him he just hugged mayo... another guy here would probably eat it off I'm informed... wretchedly disgusting.. so for now.. to be on the safe side.. I've hid myself in my room.... shudderrrr!!! it's disgusting.. but oh well.. it better work.. I'm gettin weird evil glances from the boys tho.. really making me feel horrible about myself.. thanks butts!!!
other news.. life is going alright.. slowly making the victories I need, and keeping close to the Lord. Had a wonderful evening last night.. well the later parts... just havin sum time with Him. He rocks!!! and sorry bout not havin a pic up.. I was trying... but connection in my room is at the lowest so... gettin on is tricky.. posting pics is annoying!!! I shall try again... haven't really taken to many recently... my cam is collecting dust on my shelf.
We might be going on a road trip to the beach.. mehico side.. and hopefully it won't be before I leave... for a visit to sam.. possibly.. maybe hopefully... but there shall be more trips if I can't in store... We're havin a new disciple that'll come and rejoin.. I'm extremely happy about that.. as it was a great battle that was won through much prayer... TTL!!!! Definately pays to pray desperately for our loved ones out there... and right now.. it's not uploading any pics.. maybe another day guys :D

I am winningg!!!

They say when you're just about to get the Victory is when the Devil starts attacking you the hardest.. and it definitely seems that it's gettin hard... i don't know if I can handle it gettin any harder... so I know I shall obtain it soon.... some really hard things are going on with me right now.. so it's only the Lord that I am starting to see the other side.. thank Him..
I'm sorry but I haven't taken any pics or anything recently.... well I have.. and I'll post one... but I haven't taken any really.. we've been a busy little home... lots going on.. many battles and victories going on...
And as things progress you shall hear of some of them.. which make me joyfully happy to think about... cuddly cozy thots hehe...
Continued prayers are and always will be greatly appreciated... my health as well... which has been sorely failing in the winning areas... argg.. I'm sayin winning to much... probably cause there's quite a few words that are horribly misused in this home... another is probably... I have started sayin the opposite of what people say... so if u hear me sayin some off the wall comment like WE ARE LOOSING.. it will most probably mean.. winning...
Oh well... I am making it.. slowly and painfully yet I am getting there.. much reading, meditation and prophecy going on for me... luv you all.. must go off to finish my word... Crisis of Faith rocks!!!

testings

if everyone can pray for me... I'm being broken, tested, and remolded... Thanks.. hugs are a great thing too Smooch

Happy Thanksgivin everyone

First thanksgiving without my family... first where I'm not in the kitchen all night and day preparing and setting it all up... and I miss it dreadfully... definately not the same here.. seriously... staying up all night really makes thanksgiving... this is also the first year in a good 4 or so.. that I didn't make the traditional cranberry bread pudding.. wahhhhhh.... sniffers... I miss soo many people..
miss my old home.. the south home.. when it was big.. I miss hanging out with everyone and staying up late with Aaron, shelly (when she wasn't hogged) and Lani.. I miss Aarons stuffing.. charlie's cheesecakes.. and all the noise confusion etc.... no not really... but they're memories ;)
and wish I could be with each and every one of them... and everyone I know and love...but since I can't.. I'm thanking the Lord for them all... and for having met or known them... and that I've had the privilege of knowing them. The list is to long to write down everyone's name... but know that I'm thinking of each and everyone of you today.. and praying for you all.. Lots of love for everyone