I"m alivveeeeee

kinna sorta.. my life is a complete roller coaster... I'm amazed that I am still around with how spacy i am... I fell down stairs the other day.. it was definitely a life changing experience..
I'd been goin through a kinna rough week... men are weird... that's for sure.. some.. they're complete mental cases.. anyhow that's a completely different topic one that I've stressed and angered and mulled over and still come to the same conclusion.. they're retards.. :D anyhowww... so yes stressing and totally spacing out.. i had just moved to a new apartment... which hasn't been working out to well.. guy issues.. so I was completely in my own world.. so one night i was cryin and wishin I was a kid again.. it was so easy not a care in the world.. yaddi yaddi.. etc etc... morning comes.. I'm standing about to go down the stairs when i realised I forgot my phone started to turn around and slid knees first down the stairs... yeaa.. brilliant.. had a nice carpet burn on my legs... definitely not in the bestest of moods... 2 hrs later... I'm again back to complaining and wishing I was a kid again... i suddenly reaslised... that's what happened all the time as a kid.. I was always clumsy and fallin all the time and scraping and brusing myself.. YAY!!! I'm a kid again.. yes completely retarded but hey it did the trick for me and I'm again a happy bumble bee.. I have weird ways of becoming happy but hey as long as it works.. then there's no harm.. so yess..
Anyhow.. so I'm moving into my own place.. for the first time.. its awsum and sucks.. i like the thot of setting things and havin things the way I want them.. it's exciting.. the thot of having to buy furniture and all that other crud is definitely not that fun and exciting.. ughhh... anyhow.. I'm still lookin on the bright side... next time I move I won't have to totally referbish everything all over again.... and I can keep this stuff for long ass time :D yay.. until my 101 relatives drop by and ruin it all.. hehehehe.. yay.. okay.. joy... happy.. uhhuihhh.. cheers... back to work i go!!