here's some more pictures

I still haven't gotten all of the pics.. but i thot since my blog is such a boring dry thing now since I've been gone so long that I'll upload some more pics of me and sam.. since everyone thinks I'm a hottie and I think he's a sexy muffin... haha... that was a joke... sam is a sexy muffin by the by.. everyone can agree with me on that.. but no I'm not a vain person.. as pple that know me can agree with.. anyhow... here we go.. such happy wittle bugs

back home

so sad.. I miss everyone there... adjusting back to a normal schedule won't be easy.. the others are taking it quite well... I will miss my roomies and the great times we had together.. and the visitors to our room.. mainly sam... I miss my sexy..
Sorry no few pics of me and pple yet.. We left to early to get the cd's.. as they weren't done when we left.. sobbers... but I shall be gettin them.. next week or something like that...
But I am here.. alive and well... a bad bug jumped on me and maria, and now we're not the best feeling.. the trip back was horrible.. I felt sick the entire time.. but at least we traveled during the day this time instead of night...
got an old girl reunion of my class when I was a kiddo... with mel and christina.. miss u girlies.. as well as the rest of my roomies... alyx, emi, heather, angela, tina... I think that's it.. and I miss all the other kewl friends I made while there... I miss the home members there too... justin and linda u guys rock and i luv and miss you tons!!!
ps.. girls.. if u found anything of mine.. give it to sam.. or hopefully u did ha

I miss him

yeaa.. again there comes those "sappy" posts... of how much I love and miss Sam. Well it's not going to be exactly the same... yes I love him so much and miss him like crazy and want to be with him.... but this is more of one where a stupid person realises that they've been stupid.

I have this great guy that makes me laugh, smile, and everything, everything any chick would die to have in a bf, and yet... I have a way of not appreciating it as much as I should. Horribly enough I always realise things after when I can't do to much to appologize and make up... so this will have to be... Babe.. I'm sorry I'm a mess, I'm sorry I keep makin mistakes. I'm sorry I don't take correction and help easier. I am such a stubborn idiot that I won't realise it until way later, and I apologize. I tend to wear a downer face often and I know u dislike that... I'm sorry...

There's tons more I want to say but I'll wait till I talk with you.. but I love you sooo much... I miss you more smooch

I'm still aliveeeee...

and oinking.. oh yes I am.. love all you people. thanks forever whose been prayin for me. I'm happy and oinkish ;D

and we're soon off

in a couple hrs that is... myself Maria, and Linda are going to be going by bus to mexico City for the Core. Oh so ubergine exciting.. I can't wait...
Pray for a safe ride... with no.. weirdos on board... and pray that I can get better.. been kinna sick for the past couple days with a stomachache... and have been super weak. also that I can sleep better at nights.. been having some real horrible nights where i can't sleep at all... and it's really not helping things.. thanks so much everyone.. there'll be pictures and everything else when I get back on... whenever that is.. so cherrios... everyone have fun.. and be kew!