andd.. another bday

To my little sis.. Charity.. Charlie... Charlas... etc etc.. names continue with this kiddo... well happy bday to u... hope u have a good one.. with loads of fun happiness and great presents tehehe.. luv ya

yawnnnn!!!

oh so sleepy these days... as it is I've had a hard time gettin to sleep so waking up at 7:30 is quite the challenge for me.. thank the lord for nice hot Earl Grey Tea.. which really does a good job.. Gotten so used to tea I have like 4 cups a day... sigh... doin school like crazy... trying to get all smart for next month when I'm going to attempt to get my GED. Pray for me everyone... it's a monstrous task.. and I don't have much faith in myself.. PTL!!! WHOOHO!! yeaa.. also took on the task of studying the drivers book.. gonna take a writen test next week.. hopefully I'll pass that.. I'm sure I will.. and then following week I'll take my driving test... I think I got enough practice.. just gotta practice parallel parking.. other then that.. good to go... sigh... so much to do.. closing the home.. finding another place to go... Ricky and Rosie's wedding next week... it's all pilling up.. OH JOY!!! I shall post some pics soon... :D

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I LOVE STARBUCKS FRAPPACHINO!!! just thought I'd mention that... just to make sure everyone knows hehe...
Love swimming in nice pools with awsumly freaky pple while telling the weirdest bizzare stories.. though they were funny.. and shelly.. u were halariously dumb.. no offense.. haha!! luv ya freak!! Gotta do that again!! WHOOHOO FOR MOUNTAIN DEW... my legs hurt like a crazy mofo!! Not kewl.. I still blame u woman!!! I think I finally got some muscles there haha!!

I'm tiredd!!

Spent the past two days ballooning at the galleria while running around after two girls, who are such adorable things.. one in particular.. yes might be cause she's a taurus.. and Lord she reminds me of me... hmm.. don't think it's to good.. but hey it's all kewl... my feet are shaking they're so tired.. that and I did skate a whole ton.... Man I'm tired of galleria... I swear a week is way to soon for me... I know half of the workers there... can't walk around that place.. as big as it is.. without meeting at least a good lot of pple waving hi etc etc... sigh...
my day started fine.. got to the mall a good hr or so before I could start.. so I went and got a wonderful starbucks carmel frappachino... man was the bestest thing I've eaten.. drank.. it's all the same to me.. in a long time... went and relaxed before my stressful day started... some guy that was sitting there thought to strike up a convo... wanted to know why I wasn't shopping on this wonderful tax free weekend... Obviously the guy doesn't know me.. or he'd know how much I dislike shopping for clothes.. or pretty much anything for that matter a chore and quite boring and unpleasant and that I disliked doing it.. and left that task up to my sisters...he looked at me as if I sprung horns... hmm.. he was pleasant enough and looked like chris (my bro)
sooo... still drinking my frappachino I went to start getting ready to balloon... say hi to all the various friends walking about and a lady saw me drinking it looked me up and down and exclaimed how can u eat that and stay sooo skinny... I laughed... yess sireee... a "lord you must be daft... or crazy type of one" not cause I wanted to be offensive to her but she obviously has no idea how hard or long it took me to get so "skinny" HA!!
ahhh sigh... my feet hurt like crazy.. shelly came over and hung out with me... got me to walk with her to Joes so that she could say hi to some friends.. hmm didn't like that idea.. and ended up being forced to walk barefoot for the better part of this grand excusion... BAD BAD SHELLY... I blame u naughty girl... so yes.. that took a better part of our day... Kept meeting pple driving or at Joes that I know... it's kinna weird.... just a run in.. anyyhow.. I'm blabbering.. so yeaa.. then got back to galleria.. started listening to music with shelly while she did some freaky looking dance... sigh... and looked at pics.. got bored and went to the rink where I skated whoohoo!! SO much fun.. it was just me shelly and some of the workers who were playing hockey... kept having to dodge them and their.. put thingy.. whatever that thingy is called.... and I'm quite proud and happy about my skating.. thank the lord of course.. sigh.. I babble wayyy to much.. I'm tired.. excuse me... shall finish my sleepy time tea and definately hit the sack.... Lordy!!! CHEERS U AWSUM PPLE!!!

Trust!!

Most people who don't and even those who do.. don't really realise the meaning this word holds to me... I learnt as a small kid how much they mean and how much they hurt when they are ill and mis used. When I put my faith in someone and trust them, that is one of the hardest things I ever done... but I'll give everyone that chance. Once someone has misplaced that trust.. sorry.. but it's gone.. for a very very long time, perhaps always. And while this might be a very cruel thing to do.. I don't deny it.. I've a hard time actually being able to trust people. This trust is one of the most valuable things I hold. I am not doin this as a ways to point fingers at people and say oh look ur in this group.. or I trust you but not you. NO! I am not doin that... I will still value all friendship... but the real true trustworthy and honest friends are the best things I have. I trust them with my life... because they're the ones that know how valuable trust is to me... I just thought I'd clarify it.. as some people didn't really understand what I meant when I told them I trust them. and if I trust someone, I appreciate them to also give me their trust

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there

- Kahlil Gibran -

WE ALL LIKE TO PARTY ALL THE TIME!!!

saturday night fun!!!





my awsum personal bodygaurd


feel so out of place around serena

odd, lying around pics!

golly haven't posted anything recently.. so here's some new pics... there are others.. I just have to take them off my sisters and dad's computer... that'll probably take forever.. but until then.. enjoy these :D... and don't mind all the mess.

Smooches!!!

playin super mario

what a little cutser!


the biggest, ugliest bruise I've ever had to suffer for... and I didn't even get it on my own.. no... it was some loser that threw me across the ice cause he thought it would be fun