I am winningg!!!

They say when you're just about to get the Victory is when the Devil starts attacking you the hardest.. and it definitely seems that it's gettin hard... i don't know if I can handle it gettin any harder... so I know I shall obtain it soon.... some really hard things are going on with me right now.. so it's only the Lord that I am starting to see the other side.. thank Him..
I'm sorry but I haven't taken any pics or anything recently.... well I have.. and I'll post one... but I haven't taken any really.. we've been a busy little home... lots going on.. many battles and victories going on...
And as things progress you shall hear of some of them.. which make me joyfully happy to think about... cuddly cozy thots hehe...
Continued prayers are and always will be greatly appreciated... my health as well... which has been sorely failing in the winning areas... argg.. I'm sayin winning to much... probably cause there's quite a few words that are horribly misused in this home... another is probably... I have started sayin the opposite of what people say... so if u hear me sayin some off the wall comment like WE ARE LOOSING.. it will most probably mean.. winning...
Oh well... I am making it.. slowly and painfully yet I am getting there.. much reading, meditation and prophecy going on for me... luv you all.. must go off to finish my word... Crisis of Faith rocks!!!

testings

if everyone can pray for me... I'm being broken, tested, and remolded... Thanks.. hugs are a great thing too Smooch

Happy Thanksgivin everyone

First thanksgiving without my family... first where I'm not in the kitchen all night and day preparing and setting it all up... and I miss it dreadfully... definately not the same here.. seriously... staying up all night really makes thanksgiving... this is also the first year in a good 4 or so.. that I didn't make the traditional cranberry bread pudding.. wahhhhhh.... sniffers... I miss soo many people..
miss my old home.. the south home.. when it was big.. I miss hanging out with everyone and staying up late with Aaron, shelly (when she wasn't hogged) and Lani.. I miss Aarons stuffing.. charlie's cheesecakes.. and all the noise confusion etc.... no not really... but they're memories ;)
and wish I could be with each and every one of them... and everyone I know and love...but since I can't.. I'm thanking the Lord for them all... and for having met or known them... and that I've had the privilege of knowing them. The list is to long to write down everyone's name... but know that I'm thinking of each and everyone of you today.. and praying for you all.. Lots of love for everyone

AHHA found the pics

I finally got a hold of some old shots.. and new ones... from some of my times and fun that I've been in this awsum home... these guys rock and I'm so happy to be part of it all.. the good bad ugly, laughs stories.. u name it...Jo's bday.. more stories.. b-b-que and drinks.. great times great fun.. great pple ;)

weird dancing whoohoo!!!kewleo tree shot
Calvins bday... them tellin us stories.. I forgot what they're talkin about.. but we look interested :D
weird boys

sum of the guys in our home.. such studdly muffins
oh yeaaa.. weee WONN!!!I despise these types of shots..
chairs
inspiration/dance night
feeling the beat
always a halarious sight to see... fun game

sureee.. scare livi

someone today decided to tell me (not knowing I have a horrid phobia of spiders) that when you sleep spiders crawl up ur nose... 1 per week or so.... so now I'm constantly blowing my nose hoping to dislodge spiders that might have gone up there... I am still trying to figure out if he was teasing me... tho I think if he knew how much i hate them he would have blown the story bigger... errgg.. I hate spiders oh so muchos

I am an oinker

I have totally been so busy I have forgotten to put up any posts... weirrdd!!
Been a very busy house... lots going on.. muchos machos... It's awsum the people I live with. They absolutely rock... it's cool living with Ang and Ez Luna again... weird long ago memories.. great times...
Lots of good times... lots of b-b-que's, birthdays, activities, excitement... the works.. u name it.. it's all joyful... and yet.. with so much going on... I forgot all that's gone on.. but good times in the works.. and hopefully I'll bring out my Cam more often... or get some pics from someone's cam... and just post random pics.... I'll post some now..
ps. it's a very unwise thing to drag a heavy metal bench over your toe... it hurts sooo baddd!!!!! Muchos pain and torture.. esp since it's now
this place is sooo dirty.. ewwwieee!! I don't know why I just said that.. but okay.. sleepy time.. I'm overly tired... pls continue to pray for me... now for a couple randoms.

law and order

a new law I made for myself... don't attempt to make Arabic food in mexico... it SHALL turn out sucky.... I cried.. I really did... the ground beef looked like liver patte, only beef style.. it was so disgusting.. and I had to use half whole wheat flour and half white for the pita.. I was so devastated.. I really cried.... and swore off cooking... Dear Calvin tried to be encouraging... yet threw the food away... haha... nahh he just wasn't hungry.. supposibly.. really what am I to think... anyhow.. I couldn't eat it.. everyone else was encouraging and thot it was good... super sweet.. but nahh... I'm horribly disgusted... I shall not cook for a while... I am shattered!!
From now on.. ORDER ur Arabic!!

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I don't have fancy words to explain how much I love you
There's not enough ways to describe how much I miss you,
I doubt I show it enough how much I care for you
But even when I make so many mistakes, all I want is to be with you.

I think these pics are pretty safe... and I won't be murdered for having put them up....

Missin my poodle already

sniff and he hasn't even left.
I love this place.. his parents rock and are the coolest. been working ubergine muchos.. tho I horribly unfortunately forgot to bring the cam.. Was working on the construction site... doing cocking, bwahhaha.. taping and washing walls.. I doubt I did that great of a job tho the guys there were very encouraging.. of course... hahaa.. I'm in a good mood.. hope it lasts..
pls pray for me none the less.. been going through a rough time... tks everyone